hmph!
Remind to self "Jgn suka melihat kelemahan org lain.."
Baru itu hari post pasal "aku mahu berubah" but i cant help it.. kadang2 benda tu berlaku secara terang-terangan..dah ditegur melalui perantaraan tapi tetap sama gak..so nak buat camner lg? mungkin dia tak perasan kesilapan dia.. bukan nak ckp aku ni mcm2 lah but jaga lah perasaan org lain..itu jek yg aku minta..susah sgt ke? haiz!
'ala kulli hal, it makes me strong indirectly.. I found out something new abt the person but again nisa "no one is perfect".. thankfully i realised the impt of getting to know a person better.. I know why Allah tak beri what i want. Teringat ayat...
"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagi kamu. Dan boleh jadi kamu mencintai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagi kamu. Allah Maha mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui." (al-Baqarah: 216) .
i dun want history to repeat.. im more careful now and insya'Allah will be more careful in the future.. i dun wanna destroy my life, heart and feelings for nothing..
ya i admit that im not a person with brilliant ideas. im not firm. im indecisive. im sensitive.. but that doesnt mean u can abandon me.. ok enuf said.. Ckp bnyk2 takkan memulihkan keadaan.. I just hope the person is more open.. fikir perasaan org lain.. itu jek..




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